love is like the wind..

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

1:18 AM

no matter how bad the situation may seem,

no matter how horrible the feelings may be,

there's always that one person that makes everything better again.

i missed your smile,

i missed the way we talk about everything and anything.

i missed the laughs we had together.

i missed sitting by the waterfront,

starring at nothing, yet smiling at everything.

for the very fact that you were there all along.

but tonight,

you changed all that.

you just made me miss you more.

for better or for worse,

i want to always be yours.

amin.

.i wanna change for the better.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

10:22 AM

as the days goes by,

seems like I'm becoming less of the person i was.

i wont blame it on time.

and its not because of the environment either.

it just me.

i let this happen.

sometime, someday, somehow..

even if its just for one day.

i pray for this change to be undone.

i'm just living everyday as it is.

no more big dreams.

no more big plans.

its all long gone now.

its just me,

and what others decide.

lost in confusion.

need to get the directions right.

will this ever get undone?

.i wanna change for the better.