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Blind [accoustic version] - Lifehouse
Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
Monday, October 19, 2009
7:41 PM

a friend's blog post got me thinking,
and i found some answers to my questions.
so i thought i'd share it here (:


ٱلۡخَبِيثَـٰتُ لِلۡخَبِيثِينَ وَٱلۡخَبِيثُونَ لِلۡخَبِيثَـٰتِ‌ۖ وَٱلطَّيِّبَـٰتُ لِلطَّيِّبِينَ وَٱلطَّيِّبُونَ لِلطَّيِّبَـٰتِ‌ۚ أُوْلَـٰٓٮِٕكَ مُبَرَّءُونَ مِمَّا يَقُولُونَ‌ۖ لَهُم مَّغۡفِرَةٌ۬ وَرِزۡقٌ۬ ڪَرِيمٌ۬

Surah An-Nur: 26

Vile women are for vile men, and vile men for vile women. Good women are for good men, and good men for good women; such are innocent of that which people say: For them is pardon and a bountiful provision.

Lazimnya perempuan-perempuan yang jahat adalah untuk lelaki-lelaki yang jahat, dan lelaki-lelaki yang jahat untuk perempuan-perempuan yang jahat dan sebaliknya perempuan-perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki-lelaki yang baik dan lelaki-lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan-perempuan yang baik. Mereka (yang baik) itu adalah bersih dari tuduhan buruk yang dikatakan oleh orang-orang yang jahat; mereka yang baik itu akan beroleh pengampunan (dari Allah) dan pengurniaan yang mulia.

For all those time that my friends and I complained and asked where are all the good guys in the world? Perhaps, it’s about time to realise that our duty is one. To serve Him and be good. The rest are in His hands.


Verily, God’s words are promises by Him." - Well said Kak Z (:
thanks for unknowingly clarifying my doubts...


being very "free" (despite all the Case Studies and Reports to compile by Friday),
i still had time to blog hop and read entries of friends, aquaintances and even some random strangers.
at times, i wonder....
"why can't i dress like her?" "wow, thats so cool.. but i never had guts to be like them.." or even "sigh they're so lucky for tt kinda freedom". and i'd like to think, "wow they get to do all this.. and probably change later..."
but despite feeling as such, i'm more than Thankful that i'm not like most of the people whose blog i read.
not saying that i'm some angelic girl from up above, i too am regretting being the way i am for the past 20 years of living on this world.
but someting deep within often asks me this question, "how sure are you that there would be time to repent?" and with that, my imagination stops there.
i'm thankful to have been brought up as such, and i know whatever mistakes i've done in my life, i only have myself to blame. Thank God for the loving parents i have. and i hope, He gives me the chance to repent... before its too late.


.i wanna change for the better.

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