if only, you knew how much you mean to me.
there are so many ways to tell you that i love you
but there's never enough to tell you how much.
i told you then and it remains d same today,
i dun want anyone else but you.
coz only you can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
and only the touch of your hand makes everything alright.
you make my life complete.
someone brightens up my life.
and that light in the darkness
is none other than
you.
Love is like the wind. You cannot see it but you can always feel it...
so the next time you feel the wind brushing against your skin,
its just me..
missing you more with every single day that pass.
and i hate how much i love you,
i cant stand how much i need you.
boy, i followed my heart
followed the truth
and right from the start
and it led me to you.. i'll still be here.
always have been, always will be.
i sayang you.
so very much.2 years wasnt a short period of time.
and i dun want to throw it all away.
i wish you'd give me a chance.i didnt regret falling so deeply for you.
never have. never will.
i sayang you
i'm back from genting highlands and kuala lumpur.
wasnt the best holiday but nothing cud
beat the experience at port dickon last year.
so this trip was good.
besides the fact that i fell sick.
and d photo shoot thingy at kl wasnt my kinda thing.
sorry uncle yakoob.
nth much to say abt the trip.
mom kept asking why do i keep holding onto my
white bugs bunny handphone pouch
and keep starring at my phone even though
clearly my phone is useless once its outside d country.
all i did was just changed topic to...
' STARBUCKS! COFFEE BEAN! ahhhh!'
and grab daddy's hand to get my daily dosage of chocolate.
came home to find special someone only a block away (:
had breakfast together the morning after.
and after that nothing exciting happened
throughout the week.
spine shifted again after soo long, after yesterday's run.
one tip,
running does let you feel the total satisfaction of whatever
it is your feeling.
but if your crying as you run, make sure
you have tissue with you so that you could see where you're going.
especially on wet days.
physiotherapy was painful :(
reply to taggs!
to kat: heys, dont worry about it yeah.
glad you understood. dont worry about me, i'll be fine. keep smiling!
to huda: wahh thanks eh! insya-Allah, time would tell everything.
to dila: hey i do take pictures with you guys waat! wahh you another one.
miss you guys too! meet up soon aites. i'm dead bored.
to mjboy: hey dude (: i miss the clt times too! haha keep in touch aites. and enjoy ur last bit of freedom! and yeah thanks..
______________________________________________________________I never want to play the games that people play
I never want to hear the things they gotta say
I've found everything I need
I never wanted anymore than I can see
i only want you to believe
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
if loving you with all my hearts a crime
Then I'm guilty
I wanna give you all the things you never had
I need you back in my life
I never wanted just to be the other girl
I never wanted to live a lie
If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
All I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
then i'm guilty
Boy I followed my heart
Followed the truth
And right from the start
it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way
I'm guilty now all I have to say
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
Then I'm guilty
What am I supposed to do
Then I'm guilty
All I wanna do is speak my mind
Guilty
Then I'm guilty
I'm prepared to testify
If it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
I'm GuiltyLove deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. and its a risk i'm willing to takewith you.
if loving you with all my heart's a crime, i'm guilty...
i've been meeting you almost everyday for the past week
and since the the week before.
its something that i'll always cherish,
cause your the best thing that happened to me...
i'll be off tonight till sunday for a short trip to malaysia,coming back a few days for christmas and then i'll be off
again..
i'm going to miss you like crazy :(
before i go, i wanna wish all muslims peps,
'Selamat Hari Raya Haji'
and the rest of my non-muslim friends,
'Happy Holidays'
2 years in the making.. perhaps its the start of something new,
something that i've been waiting for all these while...
just to be with you.
you bring wonders in my life
and the touch of hand makes everything seems worthwhile.thank you for the splendid week.i sayang you.
i've never felt the way i feel when i'm with you.
its a feeling that words alone are just not enough to describe.
but do know that this happiness thats within me,
is because you are near.
its all because of you.
with all my heart.
_______________________________________________________________
i'm sorry about what happened yesterday.
i didnt realise till i thought abt it...
i was being selfish while being too immersed with my emotions
and the things that happened,
that i fail to realise that it wasnt easy for you to
be caught in that situation.
i'm really sorry sayang.
i duno what i can do to make up for yesterday.
but i just want you to know that i'm truly am sorry for hurting you.please forgive me.
i'm sorry i cant be perfect.
its every lil thing you do that makes me fall in love with you
i didnt think that dreams would come true
but ever since fasting month this year,
i guess i had my prayers answered.
Alhamdulillah.
you dont fall in love with someone
with an agreement that the one,
would fall in love with you too..
love is like life,
its never easy and it doesnt always promise happiness,
but we dont stop living because of these..
so why should we stop loving?
these past few days had been the most magical ever.
i met my very special someone for 5 consecutive days.
saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday.
spent great times with him at cityhall on sunday after
nesh's bday bash. we walked and talked and for the first
time i knew exactly where Clark Quay was. Dad always drove
past, but on sunday, i was there on foot under the velvet sky.
i spent a great deal of time with that special someone
on the graduation paradeof the 54th CLT Course.
i'm evil okay, i made him stay in..
but i'm glad i was evil (:
credits to faiz and him for making my stay that night
a great one. i didnt stop laughin.. and they wun stop telling jokes.
and he was the last thing i see before i went to bed and the first when i woke up ((:
booked out on tuesday morning...
i visited the WEST part of singapore!
and we spent more time together.
till everything sums up to 21hours (:
it was the best thing that ever happened in my life.
SideTrack a lil :
CONGRATS to the NEW BATCH OF 54th Cadet Officers!
haha too bad u guys dont get to be Lieutenants like we were, but Officers aint too bad.
haha joking!When My Hand Is In Yours,
All Of Paradise Is Mine.
When You're With Me, What Use Have I For the World?
May My Sighs Find A Shelter In Your Heart;
Now I've Got A Question For You,
As Close As Fragrance Is To Breath,
As Close As Melody Is To Lips,
As Close As The Twists And Turns Of Thought,
As Close As Arms Entwined,
As Close To Me As My Dreams,
As Close As My Secrets Are To My Heart,
As Close As Raindrops Are To The Clouds,
As Close As The Moon Is To The Night,
As Close As Tear Is To The Eyes,
As Close As The Waves Are To The Sea...
Would You Stay That Close To Me?my breath was incomplete, my heartbeat was incomplete, i was incomplete.but now with you here with me, you make me feel complete.
thank you for everything.
manx! i think we need more pics, not in uniform!
a lot of events took place since i last posted...
(its gonna be a long post, beware)
1. 54th CLT Course Dining-In
2. Titans Gathering
3. Freestyle Drill Course
4. MJC Prom Nyte
5. ICEP Dinner
6. Titans Gathering
and lovely lovely evenings ((:54th CLT Course Dining-In
and so i was the emcee for the night.
my first time doing nonsense like that.
but surprisingly after leaving college, i became more confident
in facing the crowd. Alhamdulillah.
i didnt freak out, wasnt even trembling (:
probably it has something got to do with somebody...
it was a lovely night.
took lotsa photos, but with camera from d Cdts and dunno who else
and d 3.2megapixel camera (:
and a night to remember -winks-
hardest part of the night, was trying not to melt ;)
so here are some of the pics..
my company throughout my stay in campafter soooo long, we finally met.
air, sea and land
titans - mini renunion
titans girls
favourite sergent and future schoolmates
the one that made it possible (:
-grins-
TITANS GATHERING
maya, syazwan, adi, pm, veggie, gerry, me and ameer.
we met at our favourite spot.. haha cityhall.
spent most of the time at burger king and then we went
to area near esplanade to catch up with each other.
it wasnt a very long gathering but it was great seeing them again.FREESTYLE DRILL COURSE6 day course.
instructors were from the United States of America Airforce.
this course was really interesting and i really benefited from it.
plus i spent 6 days in camp (more or less) in HQ.
after sooooo long.
the course was run by 6 females... girl power right?
the time i spent in HQ was really worthwhile.
spent it with the instructors from 54th CLT Course.
and manage to catch up with Sgt Farhaaaaan.
but the most memorable thing that happened,
was on wednesday.
somebody had to wait for me for hours, with the rain and all..
i'm so sorry.
dinner and d journey home for me,
was the sweetest thing ever -winks-MJC PROM NIGHTokay nothing much can be said about prom.
cause its great.
a lot of nice things happened.
and many pics taken (:
and nopes didnt take picture with eye candy.
with the presence of somebody, eye candy seems to have lost his charms...
enjoy d pics..
foooooood (:
our beautiful table
me prisc and valerie
d classmates
d titan mate ((:
me and nicholas
me and tablemate (:
primary school friends
and the girl herself (:i got home ard 1am,
and somebody kept me company all the way.
d night ended on a high note as i talked and laughed
till tears came out till 3am ((:ICEP DINNERICEP dinner.. emcee again..TITANS GATHERING
nothing nice happened just that i had a goooooood time with faiz and brian (:
hahaha the best company i had through the event.
pics!
brian's starring game with d fishhh head
my bored companions
romantic right?
and sooo there's just the 3 of us socialisingnot many people turned up for this one. fidah, maya, jeremy n gf, khai, me and ameer..
but we had fun watching 30days of night.. i am exceptionally happythanks to someone ((:
the song ' every lil thing you do' by westlife
is dedicated to YOU.