as close as fragrance is to breath,
as close as melody is to lips,
as close as the twists and turns of thought,
as close as arms entwined,
as close to me as my dreams,
as close as my secrets are to my heart,
as close as raindrops are to the clouds,
as close as the moon is to the night,
as close as tear is to the eyes,
as close as the waves are to the sea...
would you stay that close to me?
i honestly dont know what would make me budge.
but i'm not prepared for another try.
besides, it takes two hands to clap,
it takes to hearts to unite.
currently there's only one heart...
yours.
i'm sorry.
"termenung bila sendirianmengunung seribu harapan
moga kau mengerti, bila nadi ku terhenti..."
you live thru life everyday,
wondering what you're gonna do, where you'd be in 5years, 10years, 15years time..
without realising that,
you dont even know whats gonna happen to you in an hour's time.
then again,
"if you fail to plan, you plan to fail"
so do you plan? or you just take life as it is..?
just yesterday,
with all the preparations for the fast approaching Eid,
someone i knew, left to answer God's calling.
just like us, she too was as excited as we were to welcome Eid.
she planned what to wear, what to cook, how to decorate the house,
but..
she didnt get to see the sunrise today.
no, i'm not giving up on life.
its just that certain ideals and concepts
are really very confusing.God, a lil help here... please?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL BRO! (: welcome to your very own teenagehood.life starts changing dramatically as far as i remembered.but always remember you have us to count on. love ya lil bro (:
finally one of the busiest part of the holidays is over.
the past 2 weeks had been great.
more after midnight macdonald's delivery,
more laughter, more SSB,
more 'whole lot knock it down!',
a whole lot more of, ' you walk?!'
less sleep, less good food,less patience.
but definitely,
more bonded.FunBlasting
Experiential
Adventure
Social Cohesion
Teamwork
yep, Central's Camp BEAST (:
never had so much fun with cadets before.
all thanks to the lovely hardcore combo we had
for the past few campfeast.
e admin duo, kG & me.
the tripple A trio, Ahmad Azlan & Akmal.
not forgetting Ahmad Zaki (WB), Shashi, Arthur, Syak, Anaz , Haikal
& Danial (:
there were series of events that took place.
the disco bunk that got pumped at 2.30am in the morning.
then there was this cadet that shouted 'GOODMORNING SINGAPORE!'
just before lights out.
and so, since we were great tagteams
the cadet was called down.
'you like to greet people right? now say goodmorning singapore 1000times'
'goodmorning singapore.....goodmorning singapore...'
'singapore wake up ready right? den what?'
(automatically)
'goodnight singapore.goodnight singapore. goodnight singapore...'
'singapore sleep ready right? den?'
'sweetdreams singapore sweetdreams singapore sweetdreams singapore'
credits goes to Ahmad Kabeer.
and then,
CampBEAST ended with a big SPLASH ;)
last event was motivational obstacle course (MOC)
and the very last obstacle was the river crossing.
so having azlan, akmal, ahmad, kg, me, shashi there.
its hard for cadets to actually pass the obstacle.
even we got wet thanks to these people. grrr.
but it was a hell lot of fun seeing them.
they tried swinging across the puddle of water,
but with our 'help' most of them ended up in the water.
especially the last dude who went across the thing.
he came out of the water as though he went to wash his uniform.
ouh there was a bit of down during the camp.
food was horrible that it all went out the way it came in.
but thank God for the people ard me.
Shashi and Hafiz, thanks for getting me the Coke.
i really felt better after being inflated by e gas.
and Danial for being there for me.
seeing me running in and out of the toilet,
throwing up.
sorry for being a teeny weeny bit stubborn.
but THANK YOU! (:
mission TOP SECRET was a success.
we manage to go for our very own video screening.
at a very comfortable spot.
e aircon was freezing.
the only theatre tt is complet with pillow and blanket
and not forgetting the unlimited food supply.
and thank you to the great company i had
tt help me stay awake almost e whole night (:
a great way to end the last camp for the year.
i'm already missing the people.
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fasting month has been going great though its a whole lot different this year as compared to the years before. havent been home much this month, but still going strong (: the best part of Ramadhan is nearing!and i'm a happpy happpy kidd!
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they say dont wait to say the things you really mean to say,
cause you never know
when its gonna be too late.
but sometimes, words are just words.
simple, meaningless words.
i'm not gonna say it, but...
i just i hope you'd realise.
finally one of the busiest part of the holidays are over.
first and foremost,HAPPY 13th Birthday Lil Brother (:
welcome to teenagehood.enjoy it while it last.will pray for the best for you.
Happy 13th Birthday
Muhammad Irshah (:____________________________________________
the past 2 weeks had been great.
more after midnight macdonald's delivery,more laughter, more SSB, more 'whole lot knock it down!', a whole lot more of, ' you walk?!'
less sleep, less good food,
less patience.but definitely,more bonded.Fun Blasting
Experiential
Adventure
Social Cohesion
Teamwork yep, Central's Camp BEAST (:never had so much fun with cadets before.all thanks to the lovely hardcore combo we had for the past few campfeast.e admin duo, kG & me.the tripple A trio, Ahmad Azlan & Akmal.not forgetting Ahmad Zaki (WB), Shashi, Arthur, Syak, Anaz , Haikal & Danial (: there were series of events that took place.the disco bunk that got pumped at 2.30am in the morning.then there was this cadet that shouted 'GOODMORNING SINGAPORE!' just before lights out.and so, since we were great tagteamsthe cadet was called down. 'you like to greet people right? now say goodmorning singapore 1000times''goodmorning singapore.....goodmorning singapore...''singapore wake up ready right? den what?'(automatically)
'goodnight singapore.goodnight singapore. goodnight singapore...''singapore sleep ready right? den?''sweetdreams singapore sweetdreams singapore sweetdreams singapore'credits goes to Ahmad Kabeer. and then,CampBEAST ended with a big SPLASH ;)last event was motivational obstacle course (MOC)and the very last obstacle was the river crossing.so having azlan, akmal, ahmad, kg, me, shashi there.its hard for cadets to actually pass the obstacle.even we got wet thanks to these people. grrr.but it was a hell lot of fun seeing them.they tried swinging across the puddle of water,but with our 'help' most of them ended up in the water.especially the last dude who went across the thing.he came out of the water as though he went to wash his uniform. ouh there was a bit of down during the camp.food was horrible that it all went out the way it came in.but thank God for the people ard me.Shashi and Hafiz, thanks for getting me the Coke.i really felt better after being inflated by e gas.and Danial for being there for me.seeing me running in and out of the toilet, throwing up.sorry for being a teeny weeny bit stubborn.but THANK YOU! (: mission TOP SECRET was a success.we manage to go for our very own video screening.at a very comfortable spot. e aircon was freezing.the only theatre tt is complet with pillow and blanketand not forgetting the unlimited food supply.and thank you to the great company i had tt help me stay awake almost e whole night (: a great way to end the last camp for the year.i'm already missing the people.
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fasting month has been going great though its a whole lot different
this year as compared to the years before.
havent been home much this month, but still going strong (:
the best part of Ramadhan is nearing!
and i'm a happpy happpy kidd!
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i'm not confused anymore.cause you now hold the answers to my questions. they say dont wait to say the things you really mean to say,cause you never knowwhen its gonna be too late.
crackos that make every camp worth going for cedarians n central's BG as usual, every event though we've shrunk in numbers, presenting,last 2 weeks of attachment at mountalvernia was really good.gonna miss the people there. but people come and go in life (:life starts e moment attachment was over.NCC Day Dinner 2008.it was a night that was trully memorable.
the setting, the friends, the food, the activities...
check out e pics.
the central family
saikang warriors
S2.5, uniquely central
the old kakis
(minus sherman)
s1 buddies
S1 under-under study 
my favourite girls
we start to play intake...
presenting what remains of the
50th Intake 
we're still going strong..
Syndicate 2 of th 50th Intake
the remainder of Titans...
the multi-racial brothers..
with one missing.
jH and me
mark romario n me
the old.
the new. adamantium
easties
rifah, eeeduh, shaz
to senior azreil and jia yong,
good luck for NS! (:
our daddy in camp,
RSM
that sums up the highlights for this week.thank you to all the lovely people that made this event one for all of us to remember...______________________________________________does it really matter?i'm confused...