distance the fact or condition of being separated or removed in space or time
here i am..
preparing for my departure for the upcoming
Asian-Pacific Economic Cooperation (APEC)
Voices Of the Future 2009 camp.
going to be gone for another 7 days...
though its in Singapore, like the previous
Singapore-Malaysia Youth Camp which technically is better
than the International Youth Forum in Korea,
since i'm still in near.. but lets face it..
its near, but far.
going to be treated like a tourist, since we're staying in
the Ibis Hotel at Bencoolen St (visit me anyone? :P )
with schedules that are jam-packed from morning till evening about 10pm...
i just need to extend my sincere apologies to my dearest boyfriend,
for the upcoming week.
if i'm uncontactable, and even if i am,
maybe the conversations would be short cause i'm sleepy and such,
or maybe there's rehearsals at night..
i'm just sorry in advance if i'm gg to be,yet again, a horrible person ):
tried to make up for the upcoming week by going out today and
i will make up for it when i get back aites (:
our full-of-drama-relationship never fails to bring a smile onto my face.
i had a great time earlier today. thank you for the well-spent evening!
(i know you're gg to like what i'm gg to say in the next few lines, but nothings gg to change.. yet)
i'm really sorry to have gone missing a fair number of times
just this year alone..
first it was SMYC, then Korea and now this..
and on top of all that,
my last minute Malacca trip to pick granny up every now and then.
i know certain people would have given up on everything,
but you didnt.
yes you make a lil fuss about it, but eventually you understand.
thank you!
for trying to understand your weird girlfriend,
who has rather deep interest in weird things - and usually her parents and ppl she love doesnt really approve of these things... example, NCC.
but i really enjoy attending such events.
thank you, thank you and thank you,
for the numerous shopping trips we made just this week.
(i know u get into trouble with ur parents for coming home late.. ooops, my fault!)
for sitting/standing in front of every fitting room that i went in
and waiting patiently for me to try one after another set of clothes.
i know my fickle-mind bothers you a little, but you listened to my ramblings afterall..
'dear, which one nicer? huhh? redd? but i dont usually wear red? should i take white or purple instead? or maybe black? hmmmm..' -hehe.
thank you for everything dear... ((:
you belong with me.love
emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affectionand attachment
You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do
I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do
But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.
Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.
Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me
Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.
Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me
through thick and thin,
you've stood by me all along..
withstanding my nonsense, listening to my complaints.
still you're by my side.
words are just words,
and i hope my actions have proven my words.
this may come random,
but i just feel like telling ppl reading this
how great you've been...
thank you,
muhammad danial bin ramli
for always being there for me (:
disappoint
to fail to satisfy the hopes of expectations of; leave unsatifsied.
many of us had felt this way before.
the feeling of disappointment when things dont turn out the way we wanted or at least hoped it to be...
i personally experienced such feeling, far too often.
disappointed with my results, with what i've done, with how things were, with how things are... with almost everything in my life.
but only now, i realised that to feel such way doesnt get you anywhere.
understanding how you feel doesnt necessarily make things better.
instead, in my opinion...
how you choose to act upon understanding the feelings,
makes the difference.
disappointments are part and parcel of life.. its how and what you learn
from it makes you a stronger individual.
both mentally and emotionally..
have faith in God that there's a reason behind everything that happens. whether good or bad, there's always a reason. only that it is unknown to us at the point of time.
having patience helps to ease the situation i guess.. for one to think thru everything. and make a better decision...
following my previous post about 'vile women are for vile men, and good women are for good men..' i guess all we could do, is to pray for the best. since its all destined by the Almighty. for He knows best for His creations.
haha ironically, its all easier said then done right? seems that not many can just sit around and pray for the best.. most of us would go out and try our luck. get our heart broken or shattered and blame it on something else. sometimes without knowing that its a blessing in disguise. we're just being human.. i guess Humans are God's unique creation. with a mind of his own, yet often fails to think. with a heart so pure, yet often forget to feel... unique indeed. very few of us actually utilize all the wonders that we're given. i'm one of the guilty ones, i have to admit. only at certain blue moon, i sit to reflect upon everything. and the regret and remorse doesnt last long enough for the change to happen. sad huh?
all i hope is that we're all given the time to realise our mistakes and repent for it. since afterall, life in this world is like a dream.. (:
*i'm sorry if the blog entries are getting more and more reflective rather then updates about life and such. but i guess... this is who i've become. then again.. words are just words. action speaks louder.*