just another day, that started out like any other... 
ever took a long bus ride,
say from one end of the island to another?
having company throughout the entire bus journey,
is something everyone should appreciate.
especially if that someone,
is not just another someone ;)
when the ride gets a lil too long,
you know there's a shoulder to rest your head on.
'just nice, not too high, not too low. '
a lil too nice.
when the ride gets a lil too long,
you know there's that someone who never fails to make you smile.
you wonder whether is it the things he say, or its the things he does.
but you know its just him.
when the ride gets a lil too long,
you soon realise that you shouldnt take the bus in the first place.
the train or the cab would have been a better choice.
but you still do, just to spend a lil more time with him.
but that was then.
now...
when the ride gets a lil too long,
you seat at your corner seat thinking of the old times.
a while later...
you look around,
and see those people reliving the memories for you.
its like e playback function on the DVD player,
you see the same setting, same atmosphere, same lines..
only difference,
the leading roles. just another day, that i had the best day of my life...
hope you're doing fine out there.
wherever you are,
whatever you're doing. do take care of yourself.
prayers are always with you. its already been
.3months.__________________________________________________________________i swore i knew the melody that i heard you singing
and when you smiled you made me feel like i could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
i'm only left with used-to-be's
once upon a song
i can't believe that i could be so blind
it's like you were floating while i was falling
and i didn't mind
why did i let myself believe miracles could happen
cause now i have to pretend that
i don't really care.i thought you were my fairytale, a dream when i'm not sleeping. i liked the view, thought you felt so too when there was me and you.ilu.
whether by coincidence or just pure fate,
she's a very very very very very
HAPPY KID!
who knew with one glance,
everything changed.
she's on
CLOUD NINETY-NINE! (:
seeing them, still makes her think of him.
gonna be busy with exams for the next 2 weeks.
oh yeah, did she mentioned attachment postings are out?
its starting right after exams.
ask her if you wanna know where exactly (:
reddy, jiahui, syimah52, mark, danial,
huiru, pei pei, syimah53, e 6 guys and,
You
thanks for making tonight an enjoyable one.
'everything happens for a reason.
just tt sometimes, the reasons are made
unknown to Man.'
ilu.
a journey of a lifetime in a heartbeat.
ever wondered why things happen the way it does?
ever asked yourself questions but never got the answer to it?
ever wondered why of all the gazillion people in the world,
it has to happen to you?
bet everyone has.
come what may..
treat everything that happened,
like drinking bitter coffee.
to her,
all that happened is like drinking coffee.
cause
even though she hates the taste,
she still drinks it to keep her going.
she knows she needs it.
and without it,
she cant get things done.
"since i knew you, i never feel sorry for anything i did for you.
having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
if i can live for the second time, still want u to know and have you
for my whole life, even though i have to drink bitter coffee,again..."
so how does salty coffee taste to her?
'sweet...'
love is not to forget but to forgive,
love is not to see but to understand.
love is not to hear but to listen.
love is not to let go but,
hold on.
dont ever leave the one you love, for the one you like.
because the one you like,
will leave you for the one they love.
find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
find the one who calls you back when you hang up.
who would stay awake, just to watch you sleep.
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
who holds your hand in front of his friends..
wait for the one,
who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
wait for the guy,
who turns to his friends and says,
"... that's her"
with a smile on his face, and never letting his eyes off you.
maybe she was in love before.
but now,
she's letting part of her go.
as her wait continues..
______________________________________________they made her think of him.
she smiled to herself
as she starts to think of all the 'what ifs..'
she thought of how it used to be.
and that made her smile.
but,
as though a slap went onto her cheeks
she snapped out of her thoughts
and got back to reality.
they made her think of him.
they made her think of him.
they made her think of him.
biarlah ku bertanya, pada bintang-bintang tentang erti kita dalam
mimpi yang sempurna...
memories of you brought me back to the beach.
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reply to tags
Nasirah: haha now u do know i have a tag bored.. keep the tags coming! (: hahaha you very cute larh. tts all i have to say (:sarahj: soccermatch was horrible 2 saturdays ago. but i'm a happy girl now! (:
nas: oi! tt time go celebrate my friend's birthday larh. dont anyhow hor. haha thanks.
s u e : hey syimah's friend! (: thanks for taggin. keep e tags coming yea? take care and smile always (:
zakiah: haha but but.. i didnt say neting! (:
saba: haha yay! you found my tagboard! keep e tags coming! ((:
Nura: ola backatcha! (:
Z: hey bro! wow what brings you to the blog? haha neways been darn long since i last met ya. meet up soon aites. take care of yrself. hope u n my sis in law r doing great. keep smiling!
syimaholmes: hey yaw! haha i'm finally replying to e tagboard. back up on my feet again.
hahaha reddy's race was great larh! hahaha today we made jiahui wore a plastic bag over his head frm marina sq starbucks till e jap restraunt at ctlink mall. hahaha. it was reddy's idea!
sorry you had to miss it sis.
eeeduh: hey girlfriend (: i'm better now. just one of those times when emotions overflow and i start to think abt events tt occured couple of months back (: haha admirer??? hahaha :P oh and babe, WELCOME TO THE 19 CLUB! (: happy birthday!
sarahj: wish every weekend would be like the ones we had since e past few weeks. this weekend no ndp ): so sad.. but we're meeting up still ;) study session.. hahaha. like tts ever gonna happen.
jH: hahaha what oni sia small boy. ehhh. just now wear plastic bag over ur head fun not? hahaha.
sorry arh. it was Reddy's idea. i and nurin simply backed him up! hehe... next victim.. mark romario ;)
nas: hey thanks for e concern. i'm much better now (:
fad: heylo! hahaha you found my tagboard! (: hahaha yeahhhh.. right ;)
eeeduh: thanks eh!
jH: thanks cina bro. i know where to find you ;) chinatown!
passerby: thanks for the advice! yeap, i'm lucky to have many friends tt care about me ;) thanks for dropping by! keep smiling (:
aznin natasya: HELLO! hahaha i'm thinkin e same too! (:
malia: haha hey babe! new nick name ah? maloa! hahaha. thanks for dropping by! hope u're doing great ;) take care and smile always (:
brian: i'm alright (: hahaha yes yes i'm smiling... seeee :D :D :D
passerby: haha there's no such things as replacements (: friends are the foundation of every relationship. yes, i do have a lot of guy friends. mom even thinks i have more guy friends den girl friends. point is, these guy friends are either the 'hi bye' kinda friends, or they are treated like my brothers. nothing more. nothing less. haha. maybe when the time comes, the noobe would find the one she's been waiting for yeah? (: thanks for taggin!
lina: hey! more study sessions! (:
what do you do if you're intentions,were wrongly understood?
what do you do,
if the one you care about the most,
doesn't understand you?
what do you do,
when the one closest to you,
turns her back on you?
i dont show how i trully feel.
perhaps cause i dont know how to.
i never knew how to.
ask them. they'd tell you the exact same thing.
but its unfair you assume that i dont care.
if there is someone who has to go,
i want it to be me.
the sooner the better.
since whether me being around or not,
doesnt make a difference to you.
why delay right?
i know i need you.
i know they both need you.
so lets make things simpler for all of us.
i'm leaving...
life,
is full of unanswered questions.
as you seek the answers to your questions..
most of the time,
you end up asking more questions
than finding the answers to it.
that's why i stopped asking questions.
a very long time ago.
though it was hard,
i accepted the reality of things.
i take it as it is.
believed what i was told.
i didnt questioned anything.
*********
remembered reading this somewhere...
(cute ryte? yep, i love babies (: )
the moment you're born,
two things are certain for each individual.
life span.
life partner.
(ajal n jodoh)
patience is all it takes.
time is all it needs.
a magical weekend
fireworks seems to have added magic
with people she loves...
the colours of the fireworks,
added sparkles onto their faces.
Reddy's surprise birthday celebration
went pretty well.
with screw-ups of course.synopsis of event: was suppose to meet jH and holmes at 1.30pm. woke up at 1.20pm :P in e end, all met up at 2.15pm. jH came first, so he went to book e places at swensens. met syimah, him and mark. and started planning for 'Reddy's Race' haha. the tasks that we made him do,
well... sorry bro (: all in the name of fun, joy and laughter. hehs. you'll have your chance.
while we were sabo-ing Reddy, e rest were preparing for phase 3 of surprise.
e rest who werent with us at sabo-ing, gathered and went to padang with the cake. haha. but before that happens, we made so many phone calls, while being w Reddy. project bluetooth seems to give the most problem. grrr. saturday would be pay back. rmbed texting jH when he was sitting right opposite. haha. the things we had to do. at the end of the day, it was worth the running ard and the panic attacks (:
2-in-1 celebration; Hassan and Redzuan
to Reddy: hope in a small way or another, we made your 18th birthday one you would remember. celebrating yr special day, with your loved one and your friends. here's to more beautiful birthday celebrations to comeeee!
to Hassan: haha last minute then u tell us tt u can come, so we couldnt do much. but hope
your last teenage birthday is one you would remember ((:
the birthday boy
preparation and execution
i dunno abt the bdayboy, but i for sure was a happy kid ((:
phase 3 - padang surprise!
haha we can never make do without cake smashing.
but well, at least they get the advantage of having
the other half to clean up the mess that
they create.
hehe so sweet.
a night to remember.
double happy kid! (:
school hasnt been the same.
drifted.torn.broken.
and nothing could piece this mess back together.
tts for sure.
you said all that you had to say.
shout.gesture.vulgar.
i still could remember.
i dont wish to go through it anymore.
i'm happy w the new environment i'm in.
we were supposed to be young matured adults.
i'm embarassed tt this even happen
when i think about it.
you should have trusted us at least.
had a great time with classmates today.
BADMINTON!
catch us in action
we took so much shots, just to get ONE descent picture-grumbles grumbles-
after that ABANG Nazli, Yusoff, Natasya, Saba and Me
[fellow EASTIES]
went for dinner at Simpang.
rotijohn cheese was gooooood!
haha and i admit, i learnt a whole lot of new things
during dinner (((:
and i gotta agree with natasya,
Nazli is knowledgeable.
__________________________________________________
i thought a broken heart cant be that bad.
i was wrong.
i should have started running,
a long long time ago.
___________________________________
will reply to tags soon.
keep the tags coming.
once upon a time i was falling in love,
now i'm only falling apart.
once upon a time there was light in my life,
now there's only love in the dark.
_____________________________masih tertinggal bayanganmu
__________________________________________
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah bertanda
cinta tak disini lagi kau telah berpaling
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meskipun kulihat kau kini diseberang sana
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
andai akhirnya kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
sejujurnya aku masih mengharapkanmu...
reply to tags:
huda: hey babe. no larh. it just happens tt a friend of mine likes to emo there. i wont be going to vivo for a while now. a long long while (: haha i still go to cthall lah. just not tt often anymore. i dont like the place. hope things are fine at ur side. take care and keep smiling (:
42: hahaha okay2 sorry2.. lucky i'm smart :) haha my tagboard aint laggin lah. its ur comp.
sorry Sir, i wun call u Sir ready, okay Sir? very sorry Sir. i knock it down kay Sir? :D haha.
bryan: hey thanks for the concern. i was a lil very unwell the past week. haha shock? of what?
and i'm not stubborn lah pls. i eat my medication when i think its needed okay. sheesh. i'm much better now. you take care alright bro? (:
nas: HAHA funny u telling me to stop playin in e rain.. :) haha i was really unwell ah. didnt go to school much (: i ate my medication and as a result, i'm recovering. thanks for e concern (:
nurin: haha sorry i pangseh you this week. insya-Allah next week i'd go to e mosque with ya aytes? hahahaha. okay what! u kpo2 with them arh. join in their gossip sessions. hahaha. omg e horror! hope u've had a speedy recovery. cause i'm not! (: haha
nurin: hahaha hutang dah abes bayar blum? dah finish den can talk abt e actual fasting month :P
-haha my mom said this to me, so i'm just felt tt i shd use it on someone else ;) -
passerby: living on with life, doesnt mean moving on dear reader.
huda: hahaha. one word for you, 'JEALOUS!' ;)
zac.: hahaha yeah, make u fly back frm aust just to go sentosa ryte? gosh. gold coast beaches are heaven! (: prolly i shall make it my destination for upcoming break ((((:
jH: hahaha yes please... after my exams tt is (:
farhanah and lina : LINKED! (:
nas: OMG NOT YOU TOO???? ???ARGHHHH! why do you have to TAG on my board??? msg oni not enough izzit? sheeeesh. paiseh larh. eh what poster girl???? nonsense. i need a paper bag ard e head now. goshh.
and you didnt have to say i didnt go doc. i'm recovering even without seeing one :D
Ryan hadi Alhaq: ohmygosh. u dont have to type ur FULL NAME ryte? sheeesh. i like ur entries lah. its so us. haha. dont think abt it too much okay.
all thing's in time, time will reveal.
e truth always prevails, so no matter how much a person tries to lie, one day,
God would bring the truth to us. its just a matter of time.___________________________________________i've started erasing your name,
that is tattooed to my heart
sunday went great.
the sun, the sea, the fun.
SYF Flagparty Sentosa Outing
the crackos (:
it was e typical monday blues for her.
woke up w a bad throat and fever.
went to school at 12pm.
nevertheless,
HAPPY YOUTH DAY to ALL YOUTHS.
[aged 1-35]
so how does 8 teenagers decided to celebrate their day?
check out the pics.
when you let 4teens out...
unsupervised
typical toysrus outing!
haha see what happens...
she had a great time with the multi-racial brothers.
mark, jiahui and reddy.
followed by the meet up with the rest of the lovely sisters.
shymaholmes, zaz, nurin and sarah (:
the partners in crime..
the four...
if only we could turn back time..
when we ALL gather,
madness is bound to happen.
___________________________________________
even though it was painful,
somehow he still made her day...
it was almost gonna be a hundred days since,
18April2008.
i miss you,
been far away for far too long.
i keep dreaming,
you'll be with me and you'll never go.
stop breathing if i dont see you anymore.
but,
its nothing more than just
a dream..
_________________________reply to tags:
eeeduh: hahaha. omg we're seriously bumping into each other every where larh. kkays.
text me when you're free aites. den u can join in the fun ((: hahaha.
nas: ehh you! you better watch your mouth before i put superglue on it arh. haha. yerlah2.. i'm kental. i know that. its my first time there right? my cousin refuse to fetch me from the mrt station right? just cause he's gonna treat me lunch i had to go thru all that. sheeesh. so dun rub it in. but queensway is so fun! my new fav place to shop (:
huda: haha i know i know! but just now when i went there, its all gone. so are the foam swords. haha. YES! i love the lil mermaid. hahaha prince eric? hahaha i dunno.
sholihin: hahaha YES YES YES! its called the post-parade syndrome. and i'm NOT the only one! hahaha. i miss SYF LOADS man. still am in SYF mood. and where did u go last sunday? missed out on e fun. they made me swim across the bloody thing. omg.
sarahj: hahahahahahaa. i know SHYMAHOLMES EXPOSED IN A DRESS. hahaha i so can't wait for her wedding. wonder how she's gonna be like.. *imagining*
bryan: hahaha it was just yesterday lah. a whole week of smiles, i didnt find the time to let it out. yeah so it has been very long, surprisingly i still have enough tears to spare. weird huh?
dun worry. i'm alright (:
42: haha i think i knw who u are (((: write proper name cannot arh sir? :P
maya: hey sis! thanks for dropping by. its been very long since i heard frm ya. neways, i have to stop playing hockey cause of knee injury i got during the accident i had at affirmation. must wait for it to heal than probably i join again. haha. yeapp. hope the doctor approves fast enough. hope things are gg well for ya. take care and smile always (:
spent whole week with her loved ones.she couldnt remember when was the last time
she had fun. cause seriously, she had one too many (:
met syimah for three days straight.
woodlands is the in-thing yaw!
went to vivo w reddy and syimah (:
there's one important equation to take note:
toyrus.kiddypalace.rain.3teens = madness.jpg)
haha when the fun begins!.jpg)
after the rain (:.jpg)
yeap, definitely authorized to
create a whole lot of mess! (:.jpg)
e drum major of,
the broken winds!.jpg)
ehem2. feeling2 syf again. ((:.jpg)
fight for territory. boys action figures section vs babies r us section.jpg)
when the forces combine...
OKAY HERE COMES THE BEST PART! ((:
SOULJA GANG. GET READY!
presenting.....jpg)
nevermind me, check out SYIMAH!!.jpg)
SYIMAH YAW!
haha bet you guys are laughing yr heads off.
(keep the tags coming!).jpg)
picture perfect fairytale
her perfect fairytale.so the path has already been set out straight for her.
its about overcoming the obstacles thats coming.
she has made up her mind.
and so she will start embarking on new journey.
big Thanks to God Almighty for answering her prayers.
huggggs to her parents for the support that they've given her.
and lastly to her most treasured possessions,
her lovely friends (:
safwanahbteshariffmarican, eeeduh, souljagang, khai, nas, huda,
bryan, zac., anita, shiela and many more.
for without you, she'd never be able to come up with the decision.
everything tt we do in life, involve risks.
but its different when you take these risks, knowing that no matter
what happens, there's always some important individuals
by your side, taking every step with you.
she knws a thank you aint enough,
but its all she can say,
for taking every step of this life with her.
and being there for her no matter what happens (:
saturday is FINALLY here.
cant wait (((:
and safwanahbteshariffmarican just mentioned about PRIMARY SCHOOL gathering.
how cool is that? (((((:__________________________________bleeding love.
you bleed just to know you're alive,
but loving you has bleed me dry.
but guess what,
i'm still in love with you.
love isnt about sacrifice,
but compramise.
guess we are at the age,
where a relationship is not just about showing your friends
that you have someone to walk hand in hand with.
its not about having someone to talk on the phone with everynight.
and its definitely not about having someone for you to bring around when you need company.
thats primary school relationship.
or even secondary school.
it comes to a level
where both would understand each other
without having to talk often.
without having to meet each other.
but the feelings stay strong for one another.
and they know what they share,
is for real.
trust is the key factor.
communication is acts like the enzyme.
whats beautiful about those who wants their relationship to last,
they surrender everything about their future together
to God.
simply said,
let faith determine fate.
time cant erase a feeling this strong.
_____________________________________reply to tags:
syimaholmes: oi! never go school but can lepak with me arh. tsk tsk. syimah syimah... when are things gonna change? haha what talking you sah. green for grass, blue for sky? :P nonsense oni.
its called project BLUETOOTH (:
jH: SYFOC'08 is the best larh (((: i miss it so badly sia. i cant believe its one week already since SYF. time flies so fast ): i want more SYF! can u please create someting tt can go back to the past? i'd love to use it to get back to SYF Moments! andddd the flagparty IS important for it IS important. and cause of smting else larh. u knw i knw can ready :P
twin1: hahahaha hello! yes you do look like him. its okay lah. i knw its hard to handle the fact.
but you still kilat sgt (: the best of the best! hahahahahaha. but it still doesnt change the fact that you look like HIM ((((:
khalis: hahaha oi! shuddup arh... what in denial. i'm not like sgt rusydi okay. hahaha. it is the PEOPLE who motivated me :P where got person? who who? ;)
jH: ehhh i want outing too! include EVERYBODY ARH. GOH and APPT holders.
eeeduh: hahaha i'm great darl. seriously better than ever (: thank you! i miss you more larh.
nurin: hahaha somebody in denial arh. let him be! :D
khalis: eh relax relax. i booked brian on 20th july ready. we can plan something2 for him. hahaha. reddy's bday? who is reddy? hahaha okay tsk tsk shaz so bad. i knw larh u want to plan smthing for him. but dun discuss it over tagboard can? obvious sah.
sarahj: i misssssss SYF ))))): i want more SYF )))))): please? hahaha of course you know what that thing is larh. it is my souvenirs that you lovely buggers got for me. hahaha. seeee ya 2mr.
An. : hahaha thanks (: you knw ready keep quiet. its nothing larh. just for fun joy n laughter.
zac. : hahaha okays! (:
huda: hahaha hope ur satisfied with your updates! (: i've always been the same person. nth has changed.
Ain: hahaha [to twin1: dont KEMBANG ARH] omg u shdnt have said tt lah Ain (: yeapps. and i'm really glad i've got the people i love who enjoys doing the same ting as i do! (: thanks for dropping by. you take care too! keep smiling (:
nurin: okay i bet this was ur confused taggg. haha
bryan, huda, nas: thank you for your support and advices. it has been great ((:
nas: hahaha sentimental song larh. what to do. it plays. and memories flood back. its all tts left (:
eeeduh: hahaha soooon okay. JULY important month what. very e busy ;) khehehe.
nurin: haha i tot so too! omg.
huda, nas, bryan: hahahah i'm so sorry for being liddat. i've already got an overdosage of ppl scolding me lah. dun add can? it was an honest mistake. hehehe. fun lah. at least i knw u guys care lah. so see you at the airport soon? no? (: hahaha i want big big bears. tt wud remind me of each and everyone of you. hahaha.
sarahj: DO YOU KNOW THERE'S ONLY 5 TRGs LEFT? omg i'm SO SAD ):