one week came without me realising it
and in a few hours time,
i'm bound for a foreign land.SQ 408
departing from Changi Airport Terminal 2 @
1625hours
arrival at New Delhi @
2300hrs
this week has indeed been great.
i'll never forget the amount of fun i had
with the people who will always have a special place in my life.
what made this week more special
is the fact that i ended my week with meeting
two very important people in my life (:
safwanah.
my bestest best friend.
thanks for the cookies.
and again we had that emo moment but this time
its all different eh?
i'll take care of myself.
and you be good. study hard.
you know u've always been a sister i've never had.
and these 12 years of knowing you has
really made life worth living.
thanks for withstanding my nonsense
for 12 long years.
sayang kau!
ameerhassaan.
thanks for meeting me (:
thanks for borrowing me yr shawl. its blue. and i love blue.
thanks for sending me home evn though its alrd late.
thanks for all the lovely moments we shared together.
i'll cheerish all that we had (:
thank you for everything that you've done for me.
this 2 weeks trip,
made me realise how much more you mean to me (:
wait for me to come home okay.
i know when u read this i'll probably be away already..
just want u to know that
knowing that you're coming to send me off,
makes me the happiest person on earth (:
besides my family, you are one person that i wanna see before i leave.
i'm gonna miss you disturbing me.
even though its irritating at times, but you never fail to make me smile.
please take care of yrself okays.
and... ;)
nurul and adila and shakthi.
thanks for everything.
i'll see you guys at the airport.
give me a big big big big big hug.
sayang korang many many.
and thanks for the joys and laughters that we had before this.
update me when results are coming out okay.
to the lovely people who took the trouble to
wish me luck and asking me to take care of myself
brian, khai, maya, muhammad, farhan, rifah, xiao wei,
hafiz, nessar, thinesh and many others.
thank you very much.
i'll take care of myself and come back safely.before i leave,
just wanna apologise for anything and everything
that i've done that may have hurt you
either intentionally or not.
i seek yr forgiveness.i was keen for the trip at first.
but now two weeks seems like a very long time.
so i packed essential things that would help me survive
my two weeks there (:
picture of my parents
anddddd..
(:
you saw the other side of me,
and i'm sorry i cant be perfect.
you told me your reason,
and you made me realise that your not perfect.
but with all the things that we've been through
under all the stars we've gazed,
i'm sorry dear,
but i cant help but to notice that...
you are perfect for me.
till then..
i'll miss you so very much.and i've got 3 reasons why...one. your like a dream come true.two. just wanna be with you.three. boy its plain to see that your the only one for me (:
insya-Allah,
i'll be back on 30th January 2008.
with more stories to tell.
Loveables!
Nurul, Adila, Shakthi
my dearest best friends from college.
picnic was totally a thing to remember for an eternity.
everything was so perfect. despite the rain, and e disgusting old man and everything else (:
we took sooooo many pics...
183 pictures altogether.
worst than tourists right? haha
check out some of the pics!
this was how we started our lovely day out...
waiting for shakthi to come..
chey..
penat people from playing 'soccer'
and still no sign of shakthi..
haha i miss this!
me and nurul (:
me and adila waiting for prince charming to come in d rain (:
to adila: mine went for fri prayers ;)
and she finally came!
loveables minus one..
posing with style (:
shadows (:
i love this pic ((:
our signature picture (: feet!
as the sun starts to set..
our emo moments began..
adila falling asleep (:
just wish these moments last forever..thank you for the great day.
we finally made our fantasy into reality.
sad that shalini wasnt there.
but we had fun nevertheless.
nurul ((:
thanks for being the closest person to me.
especially during my emo periods.
seriously.
thanks a lot. i wudnt have gotten over the emo
period if it wasnt for you. thanks. alot.
love ya babe!
adila!
shopping guru.
i still dunno how u are so thin.
and i'm still wondering.
thanks for all the HINDI SCOOPS that you provide me with.
i still think Rani is better than Kareena.
haha love ya babe!
shakthi..
its amazing how u can sleeep so long.
haha ur d most DRAMATIC person i ever known.
so yes the DRAMA QUEEN crown def goes to you.
thank for the last minute SWENSENS ice cream thingy.
haha i did get high.. for a while. thank God.
love ya babe (:
you guys are the greatest friends i have.
college life wouldnt have been possible without you people to
go thru it with me.
i cheerish all the moments we had.
d late nights,
the camwhores,
the food delivery nonsense,
the freaky stuffs we think we saw/heard/felt,
the gossip moments,
the rebellious things you guys do,
the Anti-ChinAnn club,
listening to me being my emo self,
disturbing me for being the small person that i am.
there's just too many to list down what we've been thru
and even if given a chance,
i never want you guys to be replaced by anyone else.
cause to me,
u guys are the best the world has to offer.
here's just some songs that kept
me company thru my emo days (:
certain songs have lyrics tt i can relate to reality..
and thats when the 'emo-switch' turns 'ON'
enjoy (:
Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu
Merindukan kisah kita berdua
Yang tak pernah bisa akan terlupa
Bila rindu ini masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah tanya untukmu
Harus berapa lama aku menunggumu
Aku menunggumu
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
aku ingin engkau slalu hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku sepanjang hidupku
Kerna hanya engkau lah yang sanggup redakan aku
Kerana engkau lah satu-satunya untuk mu
Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama
Kerna diri mu lah yang sangup mengerti aku
Dalam susah ataupun senang
Terlihat jelas bahwa hatimu anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki
its all about you baby
after all this time
I never thought we'd be here, never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
and my personal favourite..
its what you do to me ;)
well i didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but i know you did.i'm indeed shocked when you told me the honest reason.
i didnt understand why, when you told me there and then.
and i told you what i had to say.
but i thought about it.
i never thought you would care so much about
me and us and everything
for you to think till that extent (:
i'm still glad i found you.
even though i'm sure you're the answer to my prayers,
time will tell it all..I couldn't sleep last night..
I'm not bitter anymore,
because I know that what we had was real.
And if in some distant place in the future we see each other,
I'll smile at you with joy and remember
how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love.
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more,
that plants a fire in our hearts
and brings peace to our minds,
and that's what you've given me.
That's what I hope to give to you forever.
a year has came and passed.
and before we know it,
2008 has already begun.
2007 is definitely a year to remember.
ended the year on a high note.
my big thanks goes to the ones that made it possible.
it was the year where i sat for the most important
examination that determines my future and life for that matter.
the year that i forge friendship that would last till the end of time.
the year i learn whats it like to miss someone.
i also learn how to live in reality of life
and how to love.
i'll always remember how happy i was
especially towards the end of the year.
i started 2008 differently from
the rest of the years.
it was the first time i felt a sense of accomplishment
despite feeling that the world was crumbling around me.
i spent 'countdown' moments at the Muhajidin Mosque.
there were several teenagers like myself there.
and i learnt valuable lessons that night.
Alhamdulillah.
the ustaz said,
each time we pray, we ask Allah to grant us with the things that we want.
if we dont get it,
we'll keep asking Allah for those things over and over again.
Allah is not deaf, neither does Allah forgets.
Allah probably has reasons for not granting us those things thatt we want
because the timing isnt just right
or Allah wants to see how badly we want it.
It is not up to us to decide what Allah should grant us,
but it up to us to always remind ourselves of our duty as Muslims to Allah.
and its up to Allah to determine what's best for us in life.
hence i'm more sure than ever,
that Allah indeed has heard my prayers.
for Allah did give me what i want,
even though its temporary.
everything happens for a reason.
and sometimes the reason is better not known.
2008.
holds greater challenges.
many changes has already taken place
and will take place
lets list a few.
1. i'm single but making myself unavailable
2. my braces are off.
3. i'm leaving singapore very soon for 16days
4. am going thru surgery once i get back to singapore
5. i'm getting my results, which would mean that
i'm gonna be in a whole new playing field
6. am getting a new look.
besides that, i'm letting Allah decide the path for me to take.
after thinking hard,
i'm keeping my options open once i get my results.
i really want to do medicine,
but lets see how Allah wrote the story of my life to be.
insya-Allah
everything would fall into place.