love is like the wind..

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Monday, November 9, 2009

2:15 AM

distance

the fact or condition of being separated or removed in space or time

here i am..
preparing for my departure for the upcoming
Asian-Pacific Economic Cooperation (APEC)
Voices Of the Future 2009 camp.

going to be gone for another 7 days...
though its in Singapore, like the previous
Singapore-Malaysia Youth Camp which technically is better
than the International Youth Forum in Korea,
since i'm still in near.. but lets face it..
its near, but far.

going to be treated like a tourist, since we're staying in
the Ibis Hotel at Bencoolen St (visit me anyone? :P )
with schedules that are jam-packed from morning till evening about 10pm...
i just need to extend my sincere apologies to my dearest boyfriend,
for the upcoming week.
if i'm uncontactable, and even if i am,
maybe the conversations would be short cause i'm sleepy and such,
or maybe there's rehearsals at night..

i'm just sorry in advance if i'm gg to be,yet again, a horrible person ):

tried to make up for the upcoming week by going out today and
i will make up for it when i get back aites (:
our full-of-drama-relationship never fails to bring a smile onto my face.
i had a great time earlier today. thank you for the well-spent evening!

(i know you're gg to like what i'm gg to say in the next few lines, but nothings gg to change.. yet)
i'm really sorry to have gone missing a fair number of times
just this year alone..
first it was SMYC, then Korea and now this..
and on top of all that,
my last minute Malacca trip to pick granny up every now and then.
i know certain people would have given up on everything,
but you didnt.
yes you make a lil fuss about it, but eventually you understand.
thank you!
for trying to understand your weird girlfriend,
who has rather deep interest in weird things - and usually her parents and ppl she love doesnt really approve of these things... example, NCC.
but i really enjoy attending such events.

thank you, thank you and thank you,
for the numerous shopping trips we made just this week.
(i know u get into trouble with ur parents for coming home late.. ooops, my fault!)
for sitting/standing in front of every fitting room that i went in
and waiting patiently for me to try one after another set of clothes.
i know my fickle-mind bothers you a little, but you listened to my ramblings afterall..
'dear, which one nicer? huhh? redd? but i dont usually wear red? should i take white or purple instead? or maybe black? hmmmm..' -hehe.

thank you for everything dear... ((:

.i wanna change for the better.