love is like the wind..

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Monday, November 2, 2009

1:29 AM

disappoint
to fail to satisfy the hopes of expectations of; leave unsatifsied.

many of us had felt this way before.
the feeling of disappointment when things dont turn out the way we wanted or at least hoped it to be...

i personally experienced such feeling, far too often.
disappointed with my results, with what i've done, with how things were, with how things are... with almost everything in my life.

but only now, i realised that to feel such way doesnt get you anywhere.
understanding how you feel doesnt necessarily make things better.
instead, in my opinion...
how you choose to act upon understanding the feelings,
makes the difference.

disappointments are part and parcel of life.. its how and what you learn
from it makes you a stronger individual.
both mentally and emotionally..

have faith in God that there's a reason behind everything that happens. whether good or bad, there's always a reason. only that it is unknown to us at the point of time.
having patience helps to ease the situation i guess.. for one to think thru everything. and make a better decision...

following my previous post about 'vile women are for vile men, and good women are for good men..' i guess all we could do, is to pray for the best. since its all destined by the Almighty. for He knows best for His creations.

haha ironically, its all easier said then done right? seems that not many can just sit around and pray for the best.. most of us would go out and try our luck. get our heart broken or shattered and blame it on something else. sometimes without knowing that its a blessing in disguise. we're just being human.. i guess Humans are God's unique creation. with a mind of his own, yet often fails to think. with a heart so pure, yet often forget to feel... unique indeed. very few of us actually utilize all the wonders that we're given. i'm one of the guilty ones, i have to admit. only at certain blue moon, i sit to reflect upon everything. and the regret and remorse doesnt last long enough for the change to happen. sad huh?

all i hope is that we're all given the time to realise our mistakes and repent for it. since afterall, life in this world is like a dream.. (:

*i'm sorry if the blog entries are getting more and more reflective rather then updates about life and such. but i guess... this is who i've become. then again.. words are just words. action speaks louder.*

.i wanna change for the better.