love is like the wind..

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

11:21 PM

this is coming in kinda late,
but still...
THANK YOU to everyone who remembered my twenteenth birthday ;)

every year, there would be variation to the celebration,
but this particular year...
is one i really would remember (:

firstly, its cause the digit has changed to the big fat 2!
next, i celebrated it in various ways that i never imagined possible.
and most importantly, i got to share it with the important people in my life (:

so to all responsible for this,
a thank you isnt enough for what you guys have done.
but nevertheless, THANK YOUU for everything.
check out the pics (:

surprise dinner with afi and aishy (:
thanks for the stress-relieving kit :)

my fellow radiographers & radiation therapists (:
THANK YOUU! you guys pulled off the surprise darn well.
i didnt even have a clue! honestly. i was really shocked and i love the present.
thanks for the great time! (:

ahmad, kG n syimahh!
thank youuuuu! esp for making me walk around AMK just to find my cake!
hahah you guys rock lah ;) THANKS!

and most importantly, a big huge and gigantic
THANK YOUU! to my dearest boyfriend,
for celebrating the opening of a new chapter of my life with me (:

thank youu for stressing out since 2 months before the date.
thank you for staying up ;)
thank you for being the first to sing me the birthday song.
thank you for going through the trouble.
thank you for updating your blog first. hehe.
and thank youu for spending the day with me despite your busy-ness ;)
well all in all, i just wanna thank you for everything that you did...
i really had a great time with you dear.
thank you soo much for that... (:
thank you thank you thank you thank youuuuuu! (:
& dear, you're such a baaaad liar you know that ;) hahas.
dun ever try that again ookays?
i love you!

"aku hanya ingin kau tahu, besarnya cintaku.. tingginya khayalku bersamamu..."

lastly,
my parents.. the ones who brought me up to where i am tday.
they too made the opening of Chapter 20 special (:
thanks for the treat,

and thank youu for all that you've done for me this twenteen years (:

without me realising it,
twenteen years has passed. the number may seem big,
but it felt short.
plenty of lessons learnt from life.
so much has changed within twenteen years,
so much more changes awaiting in the next few years.
insya-Allah.

the phases of life of the twenteen year old.. ;)

.i wanna change for the better.