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Blind [accoustic version] - Lifehouse
Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
Friday, September 19, 2008
2:54 AM

finally one of the busiest part of the holidays are over.

first and foremost,
HAPPY 13th Birthday Lil Brother (:
welcome to teenagehood.
enjoy it while it last.
will pray for the best for you.

Happy 13th Birthday
Muhammad Irshah (:
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the past 2 weeks had been great.
more after midnight macdonald's delivery,
more laughter, more SSB,
more 'whole lot knock it down!',
a whole lot more of, ' you walk?!'
less sleep, less good food,
less patience.
but definitely,
more bonded.

Fun Blasting
Experiential
Adventure
Social Cohesion
Teamwork
yep, Central's Camp BEAST (:
never had so much fun with cadets before.
all thanks to the lovely hardcore combo we had
for the past few campfeast.
e admin duo, kG & me.
the tripple A trio, Ahmad Azlan & Akmal.
not forgetting Ahmad Zaki (WB), Shashi, Arthur, Syak, Anaz , Haikal
& Danial (:
there were series of events that took place.
the disco bunk that got pumped at 2.30am in the morning.
then there was this cadet that shouted 'GOODMORNING SINGAPORE!'
just before lights out.
and so, since we were great tagteams
the cadet was called down.
'you like to greet people right? now say goodmorning singapore 1000times'
'goodmorning singapore.....goodmorning singapore...'
'singapore wake up ready right? den what?'
(automatically)
'goodnight singapore.goodnight singapore. goodnight singapore...'
'singapore sleep ready right? den?'
'sweetdreams singapore sweetdreams singapore sweetdreams singapore'
credits goes to Ahmad Kabeer.
and then,
CampBEAST ended with a big SPLASH ;)
last event was motivational obstacle course (MOC)
and the very last obstacle was the river crossing.
so having azlan, akmal, ahmad, kg, me, shashi there.
its hard for cadets to actually pass the obstacle.
even we got wet thanks to these people. grrr.
but it was a hell lot of fun seeing them.
they tried swinging across the puddle of water,
but with our 'help' most of them ended up in the water.
especially the last dude who went across the thing.
he came out of the water as though he went to wash his uniform.
ouh there was a bit of down during the camp.
food was horrible that it all went out the way it came in.
but thank God for the people ard me.
Shashi and Hafiz, thanks for getting me the Coke.
i really felt better after being inflated by e gas.
and Danial for being there for me.
seeing me running in and out of the toilet,
throwing up.
sorry for being a teeny weeny bit stubborn.
but THANK YOU! (:
mission TOP SECRET was a success.
we manage to go for our very own video screening.
at a very comfortable spot.
e aircon was freezing.
the only theatre tt is complet with pillow and blanket
and not forgetting the unlimited food supply.
and thank you to the great company i had
tt help me stay awake almost e whole night (:
a great way to end the last camp for the year.
i'm already missing the people.
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fasting month has been going great though its a whole lot different
this year as compared to the years before.
havent been home much this month, but still going strong (:
the best part of Ramadhan is nearing!
and i'm a happpy happpy kidd!
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i'm not confused anymore.
cause you now hold the answers to my questions.
they say dont wait to say the things you really mean to say,
cause you never know
when its gonna be too late.


.i wanna change for the better.

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