love is like the wind..

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Thursday, July 17, 2008

8:06 PM

what do you do if you're intentions,

were wrongly understood?

what do you do,
if the one you care about the most,
doesn't understand you?

what do you do,
when the one closest to you,
turns her back on you?

i dont show how i trully feel.
perhaps cause i dont know how to.
i never knew how to.
ask them. they'd tell you the exact same thing.
but its unfair you assume that i dont care.

if there is someone who has to go,
i want it to be me.

the sooner the better.

since whether me being around or not,
doesnt make a difference to you.
why delay right?
i know i need you.
i know they both need you.
so lets make things simpler for all of us.

i'm leaving...

.i wanna change for the better.