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Blind [accoustic version] - Lifehouse
Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
Monday, July 28, 2008
11:59 PM

just another day, that started out like any other...


ever took a long bus ride,
say from one end of the island to another?

having company throughout the entire bus journey,
is something everyone should appreciate.
especially if that someone,
is not just another someone ;)

when the ride gets a lil too long,
you know there's a shoulder to rest your head on.
'just nice, not too high, not too low. '
a lil too nice.

when the ride gets a lil too long,
you know there's that someone who never fails to make you smile.
you wonder whether is it the things he say, or its the things he does.
but you know its just him.

when the ride gets a lil too long,
you soon realise that you shouldnt take the bus in the first place.
the train or the cab would have been a better choice.
but you still do, just to spend a lil more time with him.

but that was then.

now...

when the ride gets a lil too long,
you seat at your corner seat thinking of the old times.

a while later...

you look around,
and see those people reliving the memories for you.
its like e playback function on the DVD player,
you see the same setting, same atmosphere, same lines..
only difference,
the leading roles.

just another day, that i had the best day of my life...

hope you're doing fine out there.
wherever you are,
whatever you're doing.
do take care of yourself.
prayers are always with you.

its already been
.3months.
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i swore i knew the melody that i heard you singing
and when you smiled you made me feel like i could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
i'm only left with used-to-be's
once upon a song

i can't believe that i could be so blind
it's like you were floating while i was falling
and i didn't mind

why did i let myself believe miracles could happen
cause now i have to pretend that
i don't really care.

i thought you were my fairytale, a dream when i'm not sleeping.
i liked the view, thought you felt so too
when there was me and you.
ilu.


.i wanna change for the better.

her/
life/
love/
heart/
memories/