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Blind [accoustic version] - Lifehouse
Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
Thursday, February 21, 2008
3:15 PM

its been a hectic week

valentines' day
spent the day at home.
since i was given specific instructions to stay home.
i wonder why.
my darling girlfriends came over
its the 2nd year we spend time together on the 14thfeb.
movie marathon was great (:
  • welcome
  • saw 4
  • the game plan
  • love is cinta
its a cheap way to spend great time together considering
that we were all broke. haha. anddd shalini came with
a bouquet of flowers from *ehem ehem*
the flowers are soo pretty i tell you. omg.
even though i still think think the roses would have
been better if it was blue. but noooo. they dont think so.

cadet officer forum
the forum was okay.
some of the points brought up were seriously crap.
we, seniors are embarrassed by the way these
newbies think. seriously. i'm not saying all of them
are guilty of this. nopes. definitely not.
but there's this bunch of ppl who really need
to tune their brain wiring man.

either ways. seniors still rules.
thats why we're cadet lieutenants!
anyways, to reiterate what Clement said.
its all about Balance and Sacrifice.

life is not so simple like choosing between Good and Bad.
its more complicated.
often we have to choose d greater of two goods
or d lesser of two evils.
these are the choices given in life.
and you have to make the choice yourself.

cohesion night 2008
am actually a part of the organising committee.
it started out pretty weirdly..
honestly i felt that we were attending Camp Feast night for
CLTs. but its partially the fault of the facilities there.
the flood lights refuse to work. so we gotta
turn on the lights of the mph. that was seriously
a mood spoiler. the emcee was good though.
he's a real singapura officer.
pretty flirty though. sorry ah sir (:

nevertheless i had a great time with the people there.

half the committee

before the night started.

the girls i had fun with (:
rifah.xiaowei.sarah.nurin.rupini.khalis.mardy.aishah.
and many more

crazy peps.

and a SPECIAL BIG THANK YOU goes to...
the man who made all these possible.
our beloved RSM (:

and so, the cohesion ended at 2300hrs.
but to the few of us, the fun doesnt end there.
a few of the supernumeraries decided to
hang out that night. we spent the whole
night together and took the 'first' train home.
my first time taking the NightRider bus.
and first time staying the whole night out.
prolly my last time.

after our super late supper,
most of the boys went clubbing at MOS.
Fique came prepared with the car and stuffs.
Lange had to go off..
so that leaves
mardy.e-zat.azim.fadli.ameerhassaan.me.

after all has been said and done.
there's just one thing left to say,
16thfeb is a date to remember ;)

we took the train from rafflesplace.
once we got our seats...
i didnt rmb anything but waking up
to a cabin filled with people.
omg. so unglam kays. but..
somehow its just so comfortable to sleep.
so dun care.

Annual Kayaking Expedition 2008
its been 2 years since i step foot into SSTC.
its good to be back to that place.
though this time round its weird working
to sooo many new faces but hey,
its a learning experience.
i made a new friend! Sgt Derrick.
haha he hates it when i place emphasis on the SGT.
my admin crew are great fun to work with.
and there's a 'mini-gathering' of
CLTs from the 50th Intake.
soooooo many of us there. and it feels great.

after prep training,
i met someone who volunteered to accompany
home, wait for me while i change and pack my stuffs
and accompany me back to admiralty.
haha he played word search at the void deck
for more than an hour while waiting for me.

i reached admiralty ard 2345hrs.
so if i were to calculate the number of hrs i spent
with him that day.. it wud add up to...
11hrs (:
still cannot beat the 21hrs..
but nevertheless, time flies when i'm with him.

Campfeast v2.08
my first campfeast after 2 years.
had A LOT of fun with the instructors.
my crazy central people.
as usual i was Admin OIC.
had KG and Edil to be my accomplice.
and i'm proud to say that we did a great job.
no cert error. hahahaha first time!
-claps2-
we go crazy as the sun begins to set and when
the cadets are back in their bunks.
omg. seriously. big thanks to these crazy wackos
for making the camp certainly one to rmb..
prem.kg.aaron.alvin.eric.hassan.nurin.sarah.rupini.
syimah.hafiz.reddy.azlan.khuzaifah.jun he.edil.

after campfeast. had dinner at KFC with somebody.
bumped into Shahril. did a lil catching up with him.
he changed a lot. sadly. but thats a fact of life.
after that me and somebody went to macs to
meet up with the other central ppl.
i needed to discuss stuffs for brian with prem n kg.
if not, i wud haf opted to go back straight.
and thanks eh. gang up against me. sheesh.

ride home was fun (:

first day teaching!
hahahah cikgu shaniszah keperrrrrrr.
omg these girls are so so cute.
i made nice friends too.
and seriously i enjoyed myself there!
thanks khalis! for giving me the opening.
omg. these girls are like 9yr old
and they are soooo k-po.
"cikgu, how old are you?"
"cikgu, are u married?"
"cikgu, do u have a boyfriend?"
"cikgu, is cikgu helmi ur boyfriend?"
"cikgu......"

omg. who knew taming a bunch of 9yr olds could be tiring?!
seriously. they all rushed to get autographs.
and for the record (just in case)
i dun even know who this helmi guy is ;)
ask for volunteers and the whole class comes running towards you.
goshh. ohhh! and i taught MALAY in ENGLISH!
power right? hahaha. not everybody can do that okay.

am definitely looking forward to next week's session (:
but for now, am looking forward to this weekend.
its gonna be very very very busy.

oh! oh! uncle has posted the photoshot pics
hahahahahaha.
i actually think i look okay in those pics.
sigh. the power of the technology (:

when my hand is in yours,
if feels like the whole of paradise is mine.
my breath was incomplete.
my heartbeat was incomplete.
i was incomplete.
but now that your here,
you make my life complete.


.i wanna change for the better.

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