a year has came and passed.
and before we know it,
2008 has already begun.
2007 is definitely a year to remember.
ended the year on a high note.
my big thanks goes to the ones that made it possible.
it was the year where i sat for the most important
examination that determines my future and life for that matter.
the year that i forge friendship that would last till the end of time.
the year i learn whats it like to miss someone.
i also learn how to live in reality of life
and how to love.
i'll always remember how happy i was
especially towards the end of the year.
i started 2008 differently from
the rest of the years.
it was the first time i felt a sense of accomplishment
despite feeling that the world was crumbling around me.
i spent 'countdown' moments at the Muhajidin Mosque.
there were several teenagers like myself there.
and i learnt valuable lessons that night.
Alhamdulillah.
the ustaz said,
each time we pray, we ask Allah to grant us with the things that we want.
if we dont get it,
we'll keep asking Allah for those things over and over again.
Allah is not deaf, neither does Allah forgets.
Allah probably has reasons for not granting us those things thatt we want
because the timing isnt just right
or Allah wants to see how badly we want it.
It is not up to us to decide what Allah should grant us,
but it up to us to always remind ourselves of our duty as Muslims to Allah.
and its up to Allah to determine what's best for us in life.
hence i'm more sure than ever,
that Allah indeed has heard my prayers.
for Allah did give me what i want,
even though its temporary.
everything happens for a reason.
and sometimes the reason is better not known.
2008.
holds greater challenges.
many changes has already taken place
and will take place
lets list a few.
1. i'm single but making myself unavailable
2. my braces are off.
3. i'm leaving singapore very soon for 16days
4. am going thru surgery once i get back to singapore
5. i'm getting my results, which would mean that
i'm gonna be in a whole new playing field
6. am getting a new look.
besides that, i'm letting Allah decide the path for me to take.
after thinking hard,
i'm keeping my options open once i get my results.
i really want to do medicine,
but lets see how Allah wrote the story of my life to be.
insya-Allah
everything would fall into place.
