love is like the wind..

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Monday, January 7, 2008

3:30 AM

well i didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we did
and i didnt mean to fall in love, but i did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but i know you did.

i'm indeed shocked when you told me the honest reason.
i didnt understand why, when you told me there and then.
and i told you what i had to say.

but i thought about it.

i never thought you would care so much about
me and us and everything
for you to think till that extent (:

i'm still glad i found you.

even though i'm sure you're the answer to my prayers,
time will tell it all..

I couldn't sleep last night..
I'm not bitter anymore,
because I know that what we had was real.
And if in some distant place in the future we see each other,
I'll smile at you with joy and remember
how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love.

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more,
that plants a fire in our hearts
and brings peace to our minds,
and that's what you've given me.
That's what I hope to give to you forever.

.i wanna change for the better.