love is like the wind..

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Monday, August 27, 2007

9:14 PM

learning to accept reality doesnt equate to
tolerating it or even be okay about it.
sometimes things just get so confusing that
i can't be bothered anymore.

haha. i dun even know hw i'm feeling right now.
i cant be bothered.

if its even possible. i wanna be invisible.
many things around me are different.
guess i gotta learn to adapt now that things are
different.

you know what. maybe the emergency is coming up real soon.
so if u cant contact me over a few days,
do call up the hospitals to check if i'm there.
if not, try the cemetary.

haha just joking.

.i wanna change for the better.