13 days left to Mid Years.
i'm seriously dying.
i dun dare to ask even my close friends how they are doing
cause i kinda figured,
anyone would be doing much better than i am.
world's really crumbling around me.
but thankfully i still have friends that i can rely on.
NCC is really my way of escaping reality
even if its temporarily.
Hafiz has been the greatest help i can ever ask for.
thank you soooo much for being there when i needed
someone the mostest.
I'll strive on till the end of the battle which is on the 3rd of July
and see improvements coming thru my grades.
i need to find myself.
now and fast.
i came to a conclusion that, this patch of road that
i'm going thru in life, is the hardest.
smiles and laughter, being strong for another,
isnt as simple as it looks when everything deep
down inside is mashed up and ready to explode.
its bleeding and hurting, lost and confused.
turning to God is really the ultimate best option.
sigh i hope i see the light soon enough to keep me
going.
Insya-Allah. Amin.
