today is THE most FUNNEST day since
1101-1140.
morning. i woke up early and got ready to
go to the cemetary. its been a while since i've been there.
a month i think. went to visit grandad's grave.
from the looks of it, i think the last people who were there,
is us. very sad. i remembered a book i read abt religion.
everytime we visit someone's grave, God would allow
his spirit to be there so that he can see us. instantly,
tears start to roll down my cheeks. i miss my grandad dearly.
i'm very close to him. since birth. )':
time really flies, it has been almost three years since he passed away.
but everything that happened is still clear in my mind...
like once said to me,'hey u shd be happy he's at some place better'
smiles ((: ur so sweet.
after that went to my other grandad's grave.
the place is quite clean. cause my dad's siblings
come visit quite regularly.
dont get me wrong. its not that i'm so biased
so as not to show feelings for my paternal grandad's death.
but when he left us, i was quite young. ten years ago.
time really flies. cause i can still rmb clearly everything that
happens...
last 2 graves that we visit.
belonged to my aunt and uncle.
flashes of the things that happened are still
very fresh in my mind. the drive.
the drive past. the images. everything.
sadly, nothing is done to ensure that the grave is
properly kept. my cousin is happily spending the money
that she received. and i guess, she's too busy spending it
to ensure that her parents' graves are properly kept.
greed takes control over those who are too weak to fight it.
i pray to God that he protects me such things.
i like going to the cemetary.
but i like calling it the graveyard.
there's this feeling that is very hard for me to describe
that takes over everytime i step into the graveyard.
i feel much closer to God. and there's this feeling of
remorse looking back at the things i've done.
sadly, as a Muslim girl, its not advisable for me to one
to one without a muhrim. (someone like my dad/brother)
the serenity and calmness of the entire place.
it just sinks into you there and then.
i am aware that what i see isnt what exactly that
is going on deep below.
but i believe that things would be peaceful and calm,
if during one's lifetime, he/she does the things
that seek God's love and nothing against.
kk. lets switch away from this solemn mood.
after that i went over to my aunt's place.
waited for my elder cousin to come home.
and me, siddiq, big bro, shafiq, my mom and dad
and my lil bro went over to causeway point.
to get my phone changed. but apparently there isnt
any interesting promotions. so the idea is postponed
till cny. insya-allah i'll get my w850i or nokia 5300.
haha.
GUESSS WHAT.
TAUFIK BATISAH WAS THERE TOO!
he had his album autograph session there.
the funny thing happened when e song
'Usah Lepaskan' was played.
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three of us practically ran up thinking that he was singing.
but of course we were punk'd. it was just the CD.
FIRST time see him up close.
makkkkk.he's DAMN GOOD LOOKING.he has got disticnt features.nice big round eyes, sharp nose, nice smile.MELTS. hahaha. i practically stood there andwas like, " haha. i didnt know he's that good looking.'TRYING damn hard to be cool and calm.even my mummy agrees that he is.omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg.i think i spent like the entire 5 minutes standing in the middle ofno where STARRING at him. haha.in conclusion. guys with mixed indian blood is HOTT.just look at TAUFIK.but i know that it takes more than looks to be a good
bf/husband/lifelong friend.
cause looks dont last forever.
mikeeeee. check out the pics.
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I LOVE THIS PHOTO! hahahaha. DROOOLS.kk. breathe.
THIS. is the
BESTEST thing that
happened today,
14 January 2007.after that went back to aunt's place.
and i went to tell her how
GOOD LOOKING TAUFIK is.haha. and she
added on to his OTHER QUALITIES.
do i love my family or what.
haha. even my mom agrees k.
for ONCE she saymy taste is good. hahaha. mikeeeee. at least got credit.
after that we proceed to CityPlaza. went to eat
Arnold's. by then, my energy also has run dry.
me and siddiq fell sick by then. mikeee.
my nose is damn runny lah. whole body felt weak after that.
got home. all of us lie in front of the tv
and watched the day after 2moro.
mikeee. my aunt made sooo much noise lah.
haha. panic panic.
but from what i know, the real tsunami happened
3 months after the movie is shown. sighh.
my aunt left after that. leaving my big bro
here with us cause he has to book in.
watched the news.
A LOT of natural disasters
are happening around the world.
quite scared though, what if...
k nvm.
another news that made me sit up straight.
there's a
train accident in
Bangkok.
mikeeee. next time, people next time
do check outwhere exactly in Thailand ok.i'm having the goosebumps everytimethe news decides to come in.but i know u're taking care of urself.unlike me, u're a very careful person.thus i shall conclude that i should just chill and relax. my prayers are still always with ya. wherever you are, whatever you do.dont be too happy now.
u dont understand what i mean.
and i doubt u would.
haha. i love eeeduh.
she's my dearest darling girlfriend.
dont jealous ahh.eeeduh shall take me shopping.eeeduh has found a shop to get my prom dress (damn early lah ehh! block test oso havent take yet!)eeeduh shall put my bad hair days to an end.so in conclusion.eeeeeduh is mine, and i'm sharing her with mr farhan.haha. love ya babe. (mikeeee, i wrote a whole paragraph about u sia eeeduh)_____________________________________________
countdown: 17daysi'll never be alright, till you are back to me.
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