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Blind [accoustic version] - Lifehouse
Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
11:28 PM

it has been raining the whole day today.
since night before it has been raining and raining.
such a nice weather to sleep in.
haha. i know of someone who slept the whole day.
waking up for a short period of time. sheesh.
sleepyhead.

for the first time after the course, i had to wake up early today.
6.15am. and i was suppose to be in school by 6.50am.
LATE! see lah, the effects of msging till 3 am.
i really think my bill this month would EXPLODE.

went to school at 7.20am. most of the Ogls were already seated.
got a few late souls like myself running here and there.
haha ((: briefing, attendence taking. den off we go.

the freshies looked damn nerdy. i bet we looked like tt
when we first came it. haha. wah wah wah. now got
the liberty to call ppl FRESHIES! haha i swear it sounds like veggies.
anyways, saw a few of familiar faces and the gorgeous blue and grey uniform.
manx i miss wearing it. anyways, its nicely kept in my cupboard.

it felt like going for Campfeast i swear.
took attendance, ask for thermometer, give out handouts.
WTH. so yeah, four of them werent there when the briefing
started so i had to stay back. it was damnnnnn boring.
imagine listening to the EXACT same thing, seeing the EXACT
same slides again. plus the fact tt i didnt have enough sleep the day before.
the mental challenge. haha.

after that there was a break. and yeah went to LT5
where all the Ogls gathered. hoho. a lot of noise.
was glad tt i miss the boring part of the gathering.
den came in, collect shirts. the Ogl shirt quite nice ah.
Phobos Ogl shirt oso nice, but it looks damn weird.
its like damn broad. and short. haha. for the guys lah.
it doesnt matter to me cause after wearing it, it looked like
a dress tt idah wear to clt night. haha. crazyy sia. DAMN BIG ah.
and i took size S. damn lucky!

k so after all the nitty gritty things. Bao2, Jac, Adelle,Shude and Me
went for our break. there was NOTHING to eat. wahh we almost died
when we see the snack stall empty. thank god the auntie was frying
fish nuggets. life saver. haha. we went to change den headed for e area outside
bio lab.

MASS DANCE. haha. i had a lot of fun. dont really know the steps.
but dont care ah just anyhow shake. haha.
i bet if someone was there, he'd take back the statement he made
about me being stiff =p
we danced to 2 Ricky Marting songs, 1 Black i peas song, Accidentally in Love,
and Tokyo Drift.
Damn tired lahh! it was continuous lahh. wahh.

Couple dance was the funnest (Accidentally In Love)
Everyone kinda forgot the steps the first time round.
Can practically see everyone doing our own versions of the song.
haha. tt includes me and my partner! haha. Anyhow make our own version.
Den after the refresher thing, then okok lah.
Really had a lot of fun lah with the wackos from Phobos.

Drg the dance whereby we had to do it house by house.
I swore i became stiff. haha. Stiffer than i was drg Friday Night can?
but yea after the first song, became fine lah.
than came the most shocking thing that happened. when i talked to Zul.

'i heard u're going out with someone from ur platoon'
i was like,' ZUL!! HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW?'
he smiled and walk off. freaky k.
then i figured must be eeduh's cousin. haish.
nothing's going on k.
haha. we're still in the process of getting to know one another.
so no biggy, get that right yea. ((;
den upon asking him again, yeah he found out from his jr.
and the prominent person who knows abt all this is tt person lah. ranging from
ravi all the way to him. sheesh. den after that, danial izzat also
get to know about this. i dunno from where but yeah.
grrrr. this is not good manx.

talked to idah just now. haha plus azreil.
and yeah i kinda agree with them.
it has only been 13days.
coming to think about it its ONLY 13 DAYS!
so shd take things slow. cause they both think
its happening too fast. hrmm yeah. tts why i say,
we're at the getting to know each other stage.
so chillax. i oso dun want to rush rush. he oso the same.
cause dont wanna make any mistake ((:
when i told idah to define too fast. she refer back to THE FRIDAY NIGHT.
Azreil oso like based it upon that same night. haha.
you guys, whatever happened on Friday Night didnt happen
again throught the course of the 13Days. haha. we're not tt
wackos k. Crazy! haha.


2mr is gonna be a damn packed day for me.
meeting preparations, getting starbucks/coffeebean,
go and recce for shoes and shirts and bag, go to the beach.
i really need the beach like urgently.

i received a call...
i need the beach. urgently.

you're my perfect joy.
A splendid sight. ((:

i like everything that i find out about ya.
not good.
oh minus the fact that you always bully me.
bugger =p

15 december 2006 ;)





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