love is like the wind..

Blind

I was young but I wasn't naïve
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

12:30 AM

52nd Clt Course Instructors gathering today!
guess what i'm allowed to go cause my lil bro went w me.
sheeesh. i still cant accept the fact that farhan adnan was
at zul's bday celebration and i wasnt! cheesecake!

plus! i got TAUFIK's CD. All Because Of You!

Night at the Museum is DAMN funny. highly recommended.
seriously, had a fun time laughing my heads off.
dont mind watching it for the second time. haha.
met the guys at Plaza Singapura at 4pm. err i reach there at 4.15pm.
bumped into feeq in the lift. haha. than had to wait for farhan adnan.
he literally looked as though he just woke up. sheesh.
bro and i bought nachos and popcorn and went into the place.
joel and grace were late. latest amongst those pepz watchin movie.
inside there were prisc, syahir, prisc cousin, hadi, ridzman, shams,wenting, farhan
kc, chee yan me and bro plus joel and grace.
after movie, girls rushed off to the toilet! haha. damn funny the way we were.
literally RAN.

After that dinner at Burger King. haha. Another chaos!
We joined tables tt almost led all the way out of the store.
So yeah we had to sit seperately! haha. the best part was sabo-ing
farhan with ehem ehem. haha. damn funny lah. in the end,
farhan sat at a totally diff table from ehem ehem. another thing,
he brought along this HUGE camera. seriously damn big. like for
taking photoshoot like that. den disturbed grace and joel.
Forever disturbing ppl lah dat bugger. After grace and joel left,
next victim, my brother!

after dinner, suppose to chill out some place.
but having a lil bro w me not very easy lah. plus, its a teenage thing.
he not of the age yet. so i went home w him.
e ride home was a damn long one ah. seriously damn bored.

had a great time out w them. damn fun. esp with that farhan e wacko ard.

on the way home, a lot of questions sets in.
happens when u're standing there with nothing to do
and no one to talk to. (no one who understands in this case)

three days and counting. things have been very different.
i duno what going on and what will happen. but its all changing
course way too fast. weird enough, this time, there's something
inside assuring me that everyting's fine and i'm thinking too much.
and yeah, this morning proved that feelings right. amazing.
i just wanna know where i stand. i just wanna know how u feel and whats
happening. some told me to ask. but i know its too rash to be asking.

damn. i think i'm into this too fast already.
i need to slow down a lot. else, its gonna be like e rest of everyting.

maybe you could be that boy that i've been looking for
you could be the one
that i would spend my days with
that will be here in my life
this time around
who's gonna take my love and believe it
would bever leave me down and conceded...
taufik's one.

these hopes aint running dry yet.

.i wanna change for the better.